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Well it  has  been  awhile  since  I really wrote  anything on here  so I thought I would  update  my buddies on my situations. Number  one  I got  back with  my ex boyfriend, which has actually cause a lot of  hell in my life with my mom. I just  wish  she  would give it  more  of a  chance. Things just  weren’t were  they  needed  to  be  before  and  now  I really  think  they  are. Well  last  night I babysat for  him while  he  had  to  go  pick up his  mom  from work. He has twin 2 year  old girls and  wow I think I am  bruised. We had  just  way to  much  fun. I am still  losing  weight  which is  good. I am  almost  under my first goal and the is 250 I am  right  on  that  border line. Urgh! But  now  my cothes  are  falling  off  me, which  i truly hate, but  it  comes  with the  process. I unfortunately  have to work this weekend Sat Sun Mon night. Then have school monday and tuesday morning. My life  is  crazy. Do not  let a nyone  fool  you  nursing  school  is  not  easy at  all  it  is  hard very very  hard. I work  full time  go  to  school  ful time  and  everything   man  I am  tuckered. Anyways  I am  off  here hope  to  talk  to  you all soon! Peace, love  and  paper clips!

Well yestersay I had  a date. I thought  it  went pretty well but we will see. I still cannot  find  any inner confidence. I really need  that. When I get  nervous  I start acting stupid funny, granted  it  makes  people  laugh, but  then it  doesn’t impress  them  either. I am sitting  here  writing  this  crying because  I don’t  know what  to do  anymore. I am still on my diet  hot and  heavy and  am  doing  well. I work full time  and  go to nursing school full time. I am afraid  of  losing  my job because  I have  to  call  off because  of  because  of  school work. I am exhausted and I still can’t catch up on my bills urgh! I just  needed a place  to vent  my frustrations out.  MOst  of  my friends  are no longer  around  me  so I have  no one t o go out  with when  I have  one  day to go out. Anyways! On to my weight SO far  I havent  gained  Hopefully I wont  this week. I am always  up for new buddies  add me! We need  each  other  to  make  this  work!

Tomorrow is yet another weigh in. I have done extremely well this week with my eating. Portion Size is the key. People say they are seeing a difference already but I can’t. I cant wait til I actually see that difference  and  it  shows in my clothing size. If  you read my post  request  me  as  a buddy. We all need people for encouragement (the reason we  got  on this site in the first place.) I will try to give  as  much encouragement as I can with my busy schedule fulltime school and full time work. It really makes dieting hard.

Today was  my cheat day! Well i shouldn’t even  call it  that. It is  my day where i dont have to count  my calories, but  i still make better choices. I do not  know  why  I chose  my cheat day to be the day before weigh in, but  I did! Anyways, I am pretty  sure  I have  lost  more. Will Update  my weight  tomorrow. To everyone Good luck. We  will make  it!

I have stopped counting  the days and have been doing really good with my diet. I know  that the weight I lost this past week is  not  normal  or safe, but it was mostly water weight and I should start evening out. I need to force my self to stay off the scale on a daily basis, since I bought a new and accurate one. I want to be suprised when I get on that scale once a week. So… for the bad  news….. Today was  my little cousin’s 5th birthday and it was a dinner party.  Unfortunately they served something I would not eat on a normal basis because of the restrictions I have set myself on. So, to be kind I did eat it ( and it  was awesome) but now I regret it. And then there was of course cake. My little cousin was so set on me  having  her  birthday cake because she helped to make it. So I had a tiny sliver of birthday cake.  But, anyways I am trying Thursdays my weigh in day lets hope  the is  another good loss. I can’t wait til I am down a clothing size. Good  luck everyone!!

Well I found out that the scale I had was way off well 10 pounds. I actually found this out a few days ago, but have been busy bus busy with school and work. Diet has been going very well! and I am sure I have lost weight. We will find out tomorrow. Thursdays are my weight in days! Will post updated weight tomorrow!

Ohh my gosh I knew  this was going to be hard but not this hard. I know  its only day 2.  I was still able to keep my calories down and cut down on my portions. I have decided  to incorporate one thing at a time… and diet  is what I incorprated to start. I will add more exercise soon once  I have a handle on my eating. I am pretty active in general, but obviously I need more. I think my biggest difficulty is yet to come. I start back to Nursing school Monday and I work night shift at t he local hospital so It is really hard to set down a specific time to eat. Who knows I guess  I will head into that one head first and see what happens. I doubt I will be able to do daily blogs once all that starts. I am going to at least do weekly weigh ins and blogs though. Thanks for the good  words so far! I need  all the  motivation I can get.

Today is the day I am starting my new life. I need to lose this weight . I want  to take  my time. I have a year plus to do it. Hopefully I can find friends thru this site to motivate and help me on my road to success!